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May 19, 2012

Like Crazy

[Sam and Jacob are at a club when Anna sends him a text asking him to call her, Jacob ignores the message but Anna continues to text him begging him to call her]

Like Crazy
Like Crazy (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Anna: I just have to say one thing and it’s pretty important that you just listen to me. I just…it doesn’t feel like this…this thing is gonna go away, it’s always there. I can’t…I can’t get on with my life.
Jacob: We agreed!
Anna: I know, Jacob. But the things that we have with each other that…that I don’t have with any other person. With any other human being apart from you. We should be with each other, and I feel it so strongly, and I feel like it’s right for us to get married.
[at that moment Sam sees Jacob outside talking on his phone]


Anna: That’s our only option now. I don’t wanna have regrets about us and we can make this work if we do that. I spoke to Harry and he said it’ll only take six months and then I can come back. And then we can be together. So will you just think about it for us. Just come for a few days and then we can make this work.

 

Invested in Like Crazy and I think I’ll probably watch it as many times as I’ve seen Garden State and The Last Kiss because it’s so fucking real. I don’t like romance movies because they aren’t real … this one? As real as they get. As. real. as. they. get.

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May 18, 2012

Fill in on Friday

The same location during the summer months. Be...
surrounding hills quickly become dry and golden-hued in grassy areas (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

1. Something that is very near and dear to my heart is, health education in middle and high school. I don’t feel like I got an adequate education about health situations (mental health, nutrition, sexual health) until I got to college and took specific courses. I believe these subjects need to be taught (appropriately) at an earlier age.

2. Every single day is good cause to celebrate. You never know when things will turn on a dime and life will change; celebrate each day.

3. The most fun I ever had was five days with two close friends in Portland, before they convinced me to move to the Bay Area. They had never visited Oregon before and I got to show them my city. I had never laughed so hard in my life. The summer of 2009 was the best summer of my life thus far.

4. True friends are those who love you no matter how bitchy you are, support you no matter how stupid you are and hold your hair back no matter how drunk you are. They also celebrate your joys more than you, encourage your dreams better than you and remind you to be an even greater you.

5. Something(s) that make(s) me terribly happy is(are/include): sunshine, a really fruity beer, being an inspiration to other people, being told I’ve made someone proud, a sparkly new gel manicure, traveling, baths, grape Jolly Ranchers and curling up next to someone to sleep.

6. A good way to spend a sunny day is outside with an iced coffee. Whether it’s at the farmer’s market, the beach, in the forest, wandering downtown or just sitting outside at a cafe, being outside in the sunshine is also something that makes me terribly happy.

7. My favorite celebratory food is cheesecake; but I eat it so rarely because of the dairy content that it truly is a celebration if I’m going to treat myself.

 

 

Now it’s your turn to fill in those blanks!

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May 17, 2012

Why you should work hard

I waited and nothing happened. I started dreaming and little things happened. I started working toward that dream and bigger things started happening. I realized that working my ass off was the only way to really get what I wanted and suddenly, I’m a substitute teacher. Realizing that there was more out there than subbing, I didn’t give up and I started reaching even further.

Today, I signed official paperwork employing me as a middle school language arts teacher for the upcoming school year.

Do you have a dream? Do you want something more from life? Stop simply thinking about it, do more than dream and start working your ass off. You can do it!

May 16, 2012

always remember

There is always hope.

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Sara Dickman
Sara Dickman

Yes yes there is.
May 15, 2012

sometimes

sometimes life just gets away from me, like when I sleep all day, or when I sleep most of the next day to regain energy to socialize

sometimes life gives you lemons and you’re too broke to buy enough sugar to make lemonade

sometimes life is hard and you just have to sit on the shower floor and cry into your lap

 

every day the sun sets and reminds me that

tomorrow is a new day

May 12, 2012

Where I Would Move

Piraeus port of Athens
Piraeus port of Athens (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

One of my new favorite online reads, HelloGiggles, recently asked Where Would You Move? and gave me five cities to choose from: New York, London, Los Angeles, Paris and Rome. (They also gave me “other,” but that’s not really a city.) I wrinkled my nose. I don’t want to live in any of those cities. I’d love to visit each of them, though.

  • New York – to see a Broadway show, to see the Big piano, a walk through Central Park
  • London – to visit my friends K&M … and otherwise I really have no desire to go to London (no, really)
  • Los Angeles – visit friends, maybe eat ginormous pancakes at The Griddle Cafe again
  • Paris – museums, Eiffel tower, that’s it (no, really)
  • Rome – museums, that’s it (no really)

I’m not a huge fan of really large cities and I’m not a touristy person, so I’d want to avoid the crowds, see the big things to say I saw them and then move on to more hole-in-the-wall true-to-the-town experiences.

If I were absolutely otherwise unconstrained, though, I’d want to move back into San Francisco, but into a house, a house on the Bay-side of the city, a big one, with a parking space and a balcony with a bar-be-que on it. Or maybe I’d want to live in Malibu, because the sun is always out (almost) and it’s warm and the ocean is right there, I’d never have to wear closed-toed shoes again in my entire big life, and it’s sunny a lot. Yeah. What about living on the outskirts of Denver so I could be close to skiing and hiking and pretty stuff, and wear sneakers or ski boots all the time. I don’t much care for snow (besides for skiing in), though, so that might not be great. Or maybe I’d want to live in Berlin. The history, the language, the food, the people, the history, the awesome; I could live in Berlin. What about Oslo, though? My culture is there, my people are from there, but it snows there, too, huh? Okay, fine, Athens; let’s move to Athens. It’s close enough to sunshine, blue waters, beautiful parts of Greece and OH MY GOD the history of Athens!

So, yeah, I have some options if I suddenly inherit zillions of dollars and could move anywhere I wanted. Most likely I’d get bored of the same city in a few years and decide I needed to move across the country, so having a long list of possibilities is good for me … in case those zillions of dollars ever show up, yanno.

Where would you move if there were absolutely no constraints? Do you have a single favorite city or do you have multiples like mine? Would you stay in the same place for the rest of your life or live out of a suitcase?

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Vicky Ortiz
Vicky Ortiz

If I could move anywhere, it would be to the west coast. Seattle, Portland, San Francisco.  I love the west ...
May 11, 2012

at a loss

sometimes even this talkative Gemini is at a loss for words

today happens to be one of those days

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